I aint worked since the end of 2008 because of some things that have happened, I am so bored all the time, I get up and cant wait to go back to bed because I am just so bored.
I do have a job, I am going to my job network today to say I wanna start it, it got put on hold because of my state of mind, which was probably a good idea since I was pretty nuts...
I was fine with not working till now, I am starting to feel pretty good again, no depression or anxiety, since I have became "normal" again I am going insane doing nothing.
My anxiety pretty much kept me impression in my own home, so when that was really bad I was quite happy to stay home because leaving was to scary.....
Im not lazy, I never have been, but I do feel like I just got out of jail for the first time in 4 years and wanna explore.
/endrant